From then on, Bánh sought revenge against Muối for over a decade, but rarely succeeded. Year after year, the resentment piled up, growing ever larger. For so many years, they clung to each other like shadows, their feelings like the waters of the Vàm River—seemingly indifferent yet surging, calm yet turbulent, seemingly confined yet indistinguishable from shore, careless for so long, only to find themselves overflowing without a trace.
Yet, at the age of eighteen, having just finished school, Muoi hastily told Banh that she had to get married. Banh agreed, saying, "If Muoi wants to get married, then go ahead." Banh was also preparing to ask for a wife's hand in marriage. After the conversation, the two fell silent, looking at each other, then at the shimmering river surface bathed in sunlight. Their congratulations were awkwardly uttered, sounding as hard to swallow as chewing on a rotten potato, and then… they bowed their heads, turned their backs, and went their separate ways.
A back turned, a face never seen again in over half a century.
Before Muoi's husband's family came to pick her up for the wedding, Banh disappeared without a trace, vanishing into the pitch-black night to join the liberation army, leaving Muoi only a congratulatory letter and a fountain pen with a name he had personally engraved on it.
Many years later, the country was at peace, and Bánh returned, his hair tinged with gray, his limbs mostly intact except for two missing fingers. Seeing his parents, siblings, and house still standing, he knew he was much happier than many others. The only thing he regretted was that beyond the fence, only wild grass and weeds grew lush and green. Muối's family had disappeared. His parents said they moved out of the small house not long after Bánh left. Bánh wanted to ask about Muối's wedding, but the words were swallowed back. Almost ten years had passed; even if there were lingering feelings, they had already settled down and started their own families.
The past should just be left to drift away with the water; there's nothing left to bring up again.
A few years later, Banh got married, and when his son was eight years old, his parents passed away one after another. He and his family continued living by the river, doing their old job, until his son grew up, got married, and had children. Now, Banh's father is well past the age of "ancient wisdom," becoming "Grandpa Ba" waiting to hold his great-grandchild. His wife passed away several years ago, and it seemed as if the old memories had been dormant. But then his "future granddaughter-in-law" appeared, and the memories of the past came alive again, surging like waves in his heart.
I wonder if she would still recognize him if we met again now?
More than six months later, Minh and Thao got married. On the wedding day, he finally had the chance to visit Mrs. Hai Muoi's house. He woke up at dawn, dressed in a stylish Western suit, his hair neatly combed, a rose pinned to his lapel – he looked like a true gentleman. His daughter-in-law giggled softly, while his son pouted and teased him.
- Are the three of you planning to marry Mrs. Hai?
Ba Bánh snorted, in lieu of an answer.
The wedding procession rolled along, the journey wasn't long, but the anticipation stretched on endlessly.
Once seated in the place of honor, he still didn't see her. The ceremony was over, and she was still nowhere to be seen. She must have been busy and couldn't attend his grandson's wedding. He was slightly annoyed, but it was a joyous occasion, and he didn't feel comfortable saying much. Lost in thought, he glanced at Minh and his wife, respectfully offering incense at the ancestral altar.
And yet… I came across that all-too-familiar smile from my memory. The smile in the portrait he himself had painted and given to her. The painting, slightly faded, lay silently behind the glass.
She's so young!
It turned out that Thao was the granddaughter of her younger brother. As for her, she was unmarried and childless. That year, after using the excuse of parting ways with her husband, she quietly joined the Liberation Army with her younger brother. Thao's grandmother recounted with great pride that her sister-in-law, Mrs. Hai Muoi, from the day she joined the army until she went through the fierce sweeps, always kept her solemn oath with her comrades: "To die defending Go Dau," to protect the land, the people, her compatriots, and her homeland.
After the defeat in the Tet Offensive, the enemy escalated the war with a barrage of heavy weapons, launching fierce attacks that caused immense hardship for our people and soldiers. She sacrificed herself in a battle to hold back the majority of our troops, allowing them to retreat to the Thanh Duc base. Her only remaining possessions are a portrait she left at home and a fountain pen engraved with her name, which she still keeps tucked away in her shirt.
Without a word to each other, he and she chose to answer the call of their country. Only after all these years did he finally confess his feelings to her. When she fell, the war was still raging, and what she longed for remained unfulfilled. But he had already seen it clearly for her, a sight that lasted for decades.
After the ceremony, he reached out and lit an incense stick on the altar, then turned his back once more, certain that they would meet again someday.
Outside, the sunlight was a golden hue, casting a gentle glow on the lush green coconut leaves. Watching the newlyweds walk hand in hand against the sun, he felt as if he saw himself, along with her, in a different light.
The Vam River, its waves still gently caress the shore…/.
Dang Phuc Nhat
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